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Conceived for Glory – Br. James Koester

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Exodus 24: 12-18; Psalm 2 or 99; 2 Peter 1: 16-21; Matthew 17: 1-9

One Christmas, rather than giving individual presents to members of my family, my aunt gave my family a number of posters to hang in our basement room. That fall we had built a very 1960’s “rec room” where my siblings and I could invite our friends and not have to worry about either noise or mess and my parents could then reclaim the living room as their space. So my aunt decided to help us decorate the space and hence the posters that Christmas as her gift to all of us.

There were several posters, but the one I remember best was of Michelangelo’s statue of Moses. And I remember it, not because even then I was a budding theologian, but because I found it so curious. Created in the early years of the Sixteenth Century, Michelangelo’s Moses was regarded by the artist himself as his most lifelike creation. Once finished he is reputed to have struck the statue on the knee with his hammer and exclaimed “Now, speak!” To this day you can still see a chip in the marble on Moses’ knee where Michelangelo’s hammer is said to have hit.

But that’s not what I found so curious about this image. It wasn’t the chip in the marble. It wasn’t the power and force of the figure. It wasn’t the lifelike sense of the statue. No, none of these drew my attention. What drew my attention, and what I found so curious, and what I did not understand until many years later, and you may know this, but what drew my attention is that Moses had grown horns! Yes, there are two stubby horns emerging out of Moses head like horns emerging out of the head of a maturing goat!

It was his horns that captured my attention and held my imagination, and continue to do so to this day. Moses has horns! What’s that all about?

One of the most important teachings of our Founder, Father Benson is that he reminds us that every encounter with God changes us. He says this in his meditation on the Wise Men after their encounter with Christ at Bethlehem. He says of them:

None can come to Christ at Bethlehem and go away as they came….Our coming to Christ changes everything, and therefore even to the old scenes we return with changed hearts and new powers….It is indeed a greater thing to return to the old world by a new and heavenly life, and to live therefore, in the world as those who have been with Jesus, than it is to enter upon new spheres of life but with an old heart. That would be to set about new things in the old way. The necessary thing for us is to set about old things in a new way.[1]

To live in the world as those who have seen Jesus! Wow! Wow! But what would that look like? What would it look like to live as one who had seen Jesus? Well, to take a cue from Father Benson, everything would be changed. The way we look at the world would change. The way we act would change. Even the way we look would change. None can come to Christ and go away as they came.

For us as Christians that encounter with God in Christ began long ago. It began, not at our baptism, or even at our birth. That encounter began not at the first Christmas or even the beginning of time, but in the eons before time. Our very first encounter with God began the moment God conceived of us and in that moment long, long, long ago, before the sun and moon and earth were born, we began to change.

For those whom [God] foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the

image of his Son, … And those whom he predestined he also called; and those whom he called he also justified; and those whom he justified he also glorified.[2]

And how have we been changed? We were glorified. We were glorified. And our clothes were dazzling, and our faces shone, and … we grew horns. Well, not exactly, but sort of.

Michelangelo based his statue of Moses on St. Jerome’s translation of Exodus which tells us that when Moses came down from the mountain, rays of light radiated from his face, well, … like horns!

Like us, Moses’ encounter with God before time and in time changed him so that when he came down from the mountain, having entered the cloud of God’s glory and spoken with God as one speaks to a friend[3] his face shone with the radiance of God’s glory.

It is this same glory we see radiating from the face of Jesus on another mountain, in another place for there “he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white”[4] and a voice was heard saying, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him.”[5] And there in that brief shining moment, we see Jesus as he truly is, and always had been, as the Beloved Son of God. In the same way, the Israelites came to see Moses as he truly was and always had been, not just as the one who lead them out of Egypt, but in all his glory, as the beloved friend of God.

In those moments when God’s glory shines in the face of another, we see them as they truly are and always have been, with unveiled faces, the beloved of God being changed from one degree of glory to another.[6] And the same is true for us. The same is true for us. For the transfiguration is not an idea. It is not a story. It is not a fable. It is a lived reality. And our faces shine too! They shine with the glory of God because like Moses, we too truly are and always have been the friends of God. Like Jesus, we too truly are and always have been, the beloved of God. And when we know this, and perhaps especially when we don’t, light radiates from our faces, well, like horns! Like horns! And we are shown to be God’s friends, God’s beloved, God’s daughters and sons with whom God is well pleased. And like the Magi we live as those who have been with Jesus and so we are changed.

Today, on this First Day of the week, the Day of Resurrection, we encounter God again. We encounter God in gathered community, in Word proclaimed, in Bread broken and in Wine poured. We encounter God in Peace and Blessing and Sending. We encounter God in prayer and praise. And so we are changed once more. That change which began when we were first conceived by God eons before the beginning of time continues today as we are changed from one degree of glory to the next and our faces shine with the splendour and glory of God.

Look about you. Look about you. Can’t you see it even now? Can’t you see in the faces around you God’s glory shining? Can’t you see the light of God’s glory radiating from the faces of those around you? Because you should. You should. For we truly are and always have been God’s friends, and so our faces shine with the splendour and glory of God. We truly are and always have been God’s beloved, and so our faces shine with the splendour and glory of God. We truly are and always have been God’s daughters and sons, and so our faces shine with the splendour and glory of God. And God’s glory shines through us, just as it did Jesus, just as it did Moses.

We may not grow horns, as St. Jerome imagined of Moses, but we do shine, and that, Father Benson reminds us, changes everything.

None can come to Christ…and go away as they came….Our coming to Christ changes everything.

And that includes you. So Go home and look in the mirror? You might be surprised to see how much you really do shine. And that’s because you are God’s friend, God’s beloved, God’s daughter, God’s son and even now you are being changed from one degree of glory to another.


[1] R.M. Benson: Spiritual Readings for Every Day: Christmas; page 260-261

[2] Romans 8: 29, 30

[3] Exodus 33:11

[4] Matthew 17: 2

[5] Matthew 17: 5

[6] 2 Corinthians 3:18

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11 Comments

  1. Rene Perreault SFO on June 22, 2017 at 09:57

    Such a beautiful and inspiring thought to carry with me all day. Being a cradle Catholic I never thing of my own conversion . Something great to ponder this day.

  2. Connie Knighton on July 25, 2016 at 09:37

    And the process goes forward in time…into an eternity of ‘face to face,’ where the clarity of God’s holiness will be all enveloping, all enlightening and all enriching.

  3. Sally Baynton on July 25, 2016 at 07:51

    If we view every encounter as changing us…what wonderful days we have! I will “jump” at any chance to allow Christ to change me! Even horns…well, maybe not the horns!?

  4. Claudia Booth on October 7, 2015 at 22:20

    Thank you for a beautiful meditation.

  5. Julianna Hodge on October 7, 2015 at 09:47

    Heart-stirring words…
    May I continue to wonder & visualize what the world would be like if I truly lived as
    “One who had been with Jesus.” Thank you, Bro. James, for these “Jesus-changing” words!

  6. Christopher Engle Barnhart on October 7, 2015 at 08:25

    When I took my Cursillo, I was changed. At least that is what my wife says when she met me and the other Cursitas on that Sunday at the conclusion of the weekend. She could see it in my face. I had changed, I was different. I was transformed. An oh, what a wonderful feeling to know the presenses of God in my life.

  7. Maureen on January 11, 2015 at 11:12

    I’ve always thought a stained-glass-window I saw that showed Moses with horns a little odd. It seemed as though he had a terrible headache. Can God my friend give me headaches so I can glow?

  8. Ruth E. West on January 11, 2015 at 09:58

    “The gods we serve write their names in our faces.”
    How often I have remarked after seeing the face of a habitual criminal, “Gee, they looked mean!”
    Or, after seeing someone who had done a kind and loving act, “I would love to know her/him.”
    Thank you for your words of wisdom.

  9. Leslie on January 11, 2015 at 08:43

    Thank you! I have never thought about myself and my dear ones beloved in the heart of God before all things came to be.

  10. Barbara Bancroft on April 10, 2013 at 13:06

    I do so miss the videos. The written word is there for everyone and anyone to read. The videos were directed to me, personally, and spoke to my innermost being.

  11. George E. Hilty on April 10, 2013 at 12:28

    Beautifully said. We see no ordinary mortals but persons in the image of God, reflecting His glory in our earthen vessels.

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