Spiritual Practice
Tender Presence – Br. Luke Ditewig
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Br. Luke Ditewig
The Sixth Sunday of Easter
Easter was six weeks ago. Should we be confident in the Resurrection by now? The first disciples were not. Their dream of Jesus had shattered. Seeing him alive was not an immediate fix. They often did not recognize him.
Near the empty tomb, Mary thought Jesus was the gardener. On the road to Emmaus, two followers had a long talk with Jesus, thinking he was a stranger. While fishing, others did not realize that it was Jesus speaking to them on the beach. The frightened followers locked the doors when they gathered. Why were they so excited? Had they not heard correctly? Had they made a huge mistake? What in the world should they do now? Read More
Peace Coupled with Justice – Br. Curtis Almquist
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Br. Curtis Almquist
Jesus said, “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid” (John 14:27).
This word “peace,” which we hear in our Gospel lesson, is not the mere absence of acrimony and conflict in the world that surrounds us. That would be the peace the world gives, which, of course, is desperately needed in our very torn world. However, Jesus is here talking about peace from the inside out. He’s talking about being at peace in the storm. This entails two things. Read More
In observance of the Feast of Saint John – The Rt. Rev. Jennifer Baskerville-Burrows
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The Rt. Rev. Jennifer Baskerville-Burrows
The Feast of Saint John
As has become my custom in recent years, I began the first days of the year at a contemplative prayer retreat with dear friends and colleagues. On the very first day of our gathering, our retreat leader, Brother James Dowd, who leads the Contemplative Underground community out of Omaha, Nebraska, posed a question. Well, he posed many questions, but the one we were asked to journal about was this: “What made me run to Jesus?” As a runner, I loved this question. As a Christian, I loved this question even more. The context of the question was the invitation to a time of stillness. The threefold way of stillness, silence, and solitude would be the anchor of our prayer practice and retreat, and it was the reminder I needed that running to Jesus was not really about my body’s ability to run toward Christ. Rather, it was an invitation for my heart to yearn for and run toward Jesus and new life. Read More
Reacting to God – Br. Jack Crowley
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Br. Jack Crowley
The disciples saw Jesus walking on the sea . . . and they were terrified. That’s one of my favorite lines in scripture. I love it not only for the beautiful image of Jesus walking on water, but for the disciples’ reaction to Jesus. Personally, I find the image of Jesus walking on water to be one of the most beautiful images in scripture and what I love most is that the disciples’ initial reaction to this beautiful image is absolute terror.
I often ask myself how could this be? I imagine if I saw Jesus walking on water across the Charles River coming towards me, how would I react? I’d probably stop and stare, wide eyed and open mouthed. From there I have no idea what would happen.
The point I’m trying to make here is we never really know how we are going to react to God, especially when God is at work in the particular circumstances of our life. When we see Jesus crossing the waters of our own little rivers inside our minds, it will probably scare us at first. We all have our own little boat we are trying to navigate and then to see this man walk sure footedly when we are trying our best just to stay afloat, well you can see why people’s reactions to God vary all the way from violence, indifference, to worship. Read More
“Without A Vision, the People Perish” – Br. David Vryhof
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Br. David Vryhof
During the time I served the community as its Novice Guardian, I often encouraged the newer brothers to articulate their vision of monastic life. I asked them to reflect on why they had come to the monastery, what it was they hoped to become here, what principles and values they treasured in their hearts that life in this community might help them realize. It was that vision, I believed, that would keep them going when times were tough.
It’s important to have a vision that sets out for us a clear direction and focus for our lives. “Where there is no vision,” the author of the book of Proverbs reminds us, “the people perish.” (Proverbs 29:18, KJV) Read More
Keep Digging That Well and Don’t Give Up – Br. Geoffrey Tristram
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Br. Geoffrey Tristram
The Third Sunday in Lent
“Give me this water, so that I may never be thirsty.” The story of Jesus and the woman of Samaria is one of my favorite Gospel stories. One of the great moments of my life was when, on a pilgrimage to the Holy Land, I went to that same well where Jesus met with that woman of Samaria. Jacob’s well is now in the modern town of Nablus, near the Biblical site of Shechem. Archeologists affirm that the very same well has been there, and in daily use, for almost four thousand years, ever since the land had been purchased by Jacob. Having bought the land, the first task was to dig a well to find water. It must have been a Herculean task, for it was dug through bedrock, and it is 151 feet deep, which is the height of a 15-story building! Of all the places in the Holy Land, it is probably the one exact spot where we know that Jesus stood. I will never forget the overwhelming feeling that Jesus had actually stood right here, where I am now! Read More
Jesus Who Comes – Br. Lain Wilson
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Br. Lain Wilson
The Presentation of Our Lord Jesus Christ in the Temple
Today we commemorate a feast of many names: the Presentation of Our Lord Jesus Christ in the Temple, the Purification of the Saint Mary the Virgin, Candlemas, and the Hypapante, or “meeting.” But set amid other scenes of angels and miraculous pregnancies and wise men and voices from heaven, the events celebrated today can easily get lost.
These events are, on one level, commonplace. Joseph, Mary, and Jesus would’ve been just one family of many who made the same journey to fulfill the same religious obligations, even that same day. They could’ve been just one among many who could only afford a pair of turtledoves for sacrifice. This story could be the story of any number of young boys in first-century Israel-Palestine.
But of course, this isn’t the story of any number of young boys, but of one particular boy. Read More
Waiting in Expectation – Br. Curtis Almquist
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Br. Curtis Almquist
One word appears in the psalm appointed for today – Psalm 130 – and this word is repeated again and again, a counter-cultural word. The word is “wait.” Wait. Some of us may get antsy or angry when we have to wait; however, whether we are fifteen, or fifty, or whatever age, we have to wait all the time. We never outgrow waiting, and oftentimes waiting is not easy. Like when we are waiting for an appointment, or waiting for a grade, or waiting for our turn, or waiting for a diagnosis, or waiting for a person to arrive . . . or to leave, we are waiting all the time. Of course, sometimes we should not wait. When there’s an urgent need, we cannot wait. We must act now! But otherwise in life we must wait on so much and wait on so many. Read More
Everything Will Be Clean for You – Br. Keith Nelson
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Br. Keith Nelson
Jesus said, “Give for alms those things that are within; and see, everything will be clean for you.”
The study bible I use has a footnote: “Interpretation difficult.”
Verse 42 of Luke 11, which we did not hear, gives us further information. It is not that the pharisees are not generous; it seems that their generosity is simply myopic. Jesus goes on to say: “But woe to you Pharisees! For you tithe mint and rue and herbs of all kinds, and neglect justice and the love of God.”
One direction I find helpful when I find Jesus’ words perplexing is to ask myself what other things Jesus said that remind me of the passage in question.
Fortunately, there are several similar things Jesus says using imagery of inside and outside:
In similar passages in Matthew and Mark, Jesus insists that unwashed hands do not defile a person. In Matthew 15 we hear: “What comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this is what defiles.”
And just before today’s passage in Luke 11 we hear this: “Therefore consider whether the light in you is not darkness. If then your whole body is full of light, with no part of it in darkness, it will be as full of light as when a lamp gives you light with its rays.” The suggestion seems to be: everything will be bright for you.
How do these passages help us to make sense of the enigmatic saying at Luke 11:40: “Give for alms those things that are within; and see, everything will be clean for you”?
There is a clear pattern in the teachings of Jesus that draws the attention of his listeners to consider their inner life. In several places, Jesus names the center of this inner experience “the heart,” as in Luke chapter 6: “The good person out of the good treasure of the heart produces good.”
Always an incisive observer of human behavior, Jesus names clearly a very human reality: the habitual patterns of thought and feeling that we feed, that we cultivate, that we invest energy in will eventually become manifest in our words and actions. This is true of anxiety and worry. It is true of anger and resentment. And it is true of trust, faith, hope, and love.
Jesus says to the Pharisees, “inside you are full of greed and wickedness.”
But he does not categorically dismiss the whole of their inner life. In saying, “Give for alms those things that are within,” he indicates his certainty that “justice and the love of God” are also there within them to be offered to a world that needs them.
Rather, Jesus is calling them to reframe their priorities. The fine details of outer observance, especially motivated by a disproportionate concern with what is clean or unclean, mean nothing without that inner transformation that renders us, slowly but surely, more faithful, more hopeful, and more loving.
I’ll end with a somewhat vulnerable confession: A simple intention I am cultivating is to smile more often! One thing I know about myself is that my resting facial expression can give the predominant impression that I am intense and serious. Well, I am those things, I think! But those who know me well also know the joy and lightness of being that are equally a part of who I am. I have a slight allergy to smiling as a social mask, but smiling authentically, spontaneously, feels amazing. It’s a gift to everyone that works in two directions: it “gives alms” to others outwardly even as it causes joy inwardly.
Maybe the perspective that that feeling brings is a bit like what Jesus had in mind when he said, “See, everything will be clean for you.”
Jesus, Master, Have Mercy on Us – Br. Jack Crowley
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Br. Jack Crowley
The Eighteenth Sunday after Pentecost (Proper 23C)
“Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!” Those were the words called out to Jesus by the ten lepers in our Gospel this morning. Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.
You can feel the desperation in their words. These lepers were sick and not getting better. They were outcasts.
We are told by the Gospel writer that these lepers kept their distance from Jesus. It’s one of the most heartbreaking details from this story. Most of Jesus’ healing encounters in scripture are up close and personal, usually with Jesus laying his hands on those he healed. Yet in this story of healing, there is distance between Jesus and the lepers.
I’m sure we’ve all had that feeling of distance before. Maybe you’ve suddenly felt aware of a distance from those closest to you. Maybe you’ve even felt distant from God. It can be an awful feeling. Distance in any relationship breeds the fear of abandonment.
So how did these lepers bridge that distance between Jesus and them? They cried out. The King James translation of this story says that they lifted up their voices. They called out and pled to Jesus. They voiced how they felt and how desperate they were for help. Jesus, Master, have mercy on us. Read More

